Curiosity → Discovery → Awe
The world before civilization knew her footsteps.
Wenh moved through the early-morning forest as the first light reached the trunks. Mist hung low between the trees, thinning as the sun climbed. At sixteen, she was narrow-shouldered and watchful, with eyes that stayed on details other people missed. Her hair fell in a rough tangle down her back, tied once at the neck and ignored after that.
A green stone rested against her chest on a leather cord. In the new light it caught and bent the brightness, sending a faint green glow over her collarbone. The stone was smooth, glassy, and pitted in tiny ways that spoke of heat and violence.
Moldavite: glass born when stone turned liquid under a falling star, thrown up, cooled in the air, and dropped back to earth. Most people who found such pieces saw only an unusual rock. Wenh knew more. She had been there when the stone fell.
She knelt at the base of an old oak. Mushrooms pressed out of the damp soil around its roots. These were not the ordinary eating kind, and not the obvious “never touch” kind either. These were the ones that demanded care—a little could heal, a little more could split the mind open, too much could stop breath altogether. Wenh had spent years learning where that line sat.
Their caps grew in a loose spiral around the tree. With a fingertip she traced the curve in the dirt beside them, copying the pattern without thinking about it. Spirals again. She saw them everywhere now—water in a whirl, smoke in still air, seeds in a sunflower head, horns on certain animals. The same curve repeating in different bodies.
The forest around her was never truly quiet. What people called “silence” was only the absence of loud threat. Beneath that, smaller sounds ran without stopping: insect clicks and hums, wings moving through leaves, twigs shifting under small feet, distant calls passed between birds who shared the same stretch of sky. Wenh listened and heard a pattern in the noise, not a blank.
She stood and lifted her gathering basket. The weight on her hip felt right and familiar. At her belt hung medicine pouches sewn from predator hide—bear, cat, wolf. The leather still held a faint trace of the animals’ scent when warmed by her body. Inside the pouches she kept dried mushrooms, roots, and strips of bark sorted by use: to cool fever, to thin blood, to close wounds, to cloud the mind when pain had to be pushed aside for a while. The same plant could heal or kill; the difference was dose, timing, and intent.
Ahead through the trees she heard them at last. Voices. Many voices, layered over each other—different accents, different rhythms, all tied to the same basic needs. Even without knowing the words, she could hear the mood in them: bargaining, teasing, arguing, calling children back toward camp.
The Great Rest awaited.
The trees thinned and the gathering place opened around her. The Great Rest sat in a natural bowl where rock and water had worked together over a very long time. A low ring of cliffs formed the outer edge. Caves opened in their faces at useful heights—high enough to stay dry, low enough to reach without climbing gear no one had yet invented. Smoke marks above some openings showed where fires had burned through many seasons.
In the central space, stone pillars rose from the ground. Their tops were shaped roughly like a T, wider at the top than at the base, with animal figures carved into their sides. These animals belonged partly to the present and partly to earlier times: heavy-tusked mammoths, big cats with long teeth, thick-shouldered bears. The living versions had grown rare or vanished in the surrounding hills, but they remained here in stone where no one could forget them by accident.
Around the pillars, camp clusters filled the flatter ground: hide shelters, woven screens, fire pits ringed with stone, drying racks for fish and meat, bundles of tools. People from scattered valleys and river bends had converged here in advance of winter. There were perhaps two or three hundred of them—more humans in one place than Wenh ever saw at any other time of year.
Clothing told stories. Some wore hides smoked dark; others favored lighter, scraped leather decorated with shells or colored beads. Tool edges also differed: some tribes favored long, thin blades; others used shorter, thicker ones with a distinct profile. The sounds of their speech shifted from group to group, but a child’s cry, a shout of pain, or a burst of laughter sounded the same across all of them.
At the center of the gathering burned the sacred fire. It did not go out. People might sleep, hunt, argue, or leave, but someone always watched that fire. It belonged to the priest tribe—the ones who lived at The Great Rest all year. They tended the flames, settled disputes, kept track of who had come and who had not, and carried the responsibility of continuity from one season to the next.
Not everyone in that tribe had chosen the role freely. Some were there because moving with a group had become impossible: a leg that never healed properly, lungs that gave out on steep climbs, a back that could no longer handle constant lifting and packing. Others stayed because their work required it: a firekeeper whose main task was to keep flame alive through storms and drought, or a memory-keeper whose value lay in recalling details others could afford to forget. A few were simply too strange for their birth tribes but too useful to cast out entirely. They saw connections other people missed, or asked questions that made whole camps uncomfortable.
These permanent residents carried markings that showed they now belonged to the place itself rather than to any single wandering group. They were often called the deposited ones—the ones left in place. Without them, there would be no continuous fire, no shared rules, no cave wall covered in records. With them, the gathering had something solid to return to each year.
As Wenh stepped fully into the open space, she felt attention slide toward her. It was not a single point of focus, more like a wind shift. Faces turned. Conversation thinned for a moment, then rose again in a different tone. She could not understand every word but she knew how to read a crowd. The flavor of the whispers was easy to taste.
Too young. Alone. Carrying medicine pouches as if she has earned them. What is she doing here?
A half-circle of elders sat near the sacred fire. Among them was the priest she needed to convince. His skin was lined and darkened from years in the open air; his hair had thinned but not disappeared. His face was a map of winters survived and decisions made. When he looked up and saw her, she read his expression clearly.
This will be interesting. Maybe foolish. We will find out.
Wenh set down her basket between them and opened it so he could see. On top lay fresh herbs that would soon be gone from the hills until spring. Beneath them, carefully wrapped, were dried mushrooms in small bundles, each kind separate. At the bottom, wrapped again in leaves to keep it isolated, sat a skin vessel that carried a faint, bitter smell. The tea she had been working on for three straight days.
The priest reached in with hands that had spent a lifetime close to flame and stone. He crushed a herb leaf between his fingers and smelled it. Nodded. Lifted the mushroom bundles, pressed them briefly to his nose, and set them back. Ran two fingers along the skin of the tea vessel, feeling for proper sealing. Then he raised his eyes to hers and held the look, checking something that had nothing to do with plants or tools.
Custom said she should lower her gaze. She did not. Her heart beat faster, but she did not look away. If she wanted to stand as a pattern-keeper, she had to behave like one now, not later. The message in her posture was clear enough: I am not a child asking permission. I am here to offer something I know is real.
After a long pause, the priest gave a small nod. Not warmth, not praise. A simple, solid yes: permission to proceed.
Wenh’s temporary shelter stood near the edge of the camps, where visiting healers, traders, and other specialists tended to cluster. She had hung spare hides to block wind and laid out her tools in a way her hands could find in the dark if needed. The stone mortar she used had belonged to her grandmother; the handle lay in her palm in a way that needed no adjustment.
She ground the mushrooms into a paste, added measured water, and watched the mixture darken. Her hands shook slightly now that she was alone. She paused, breathed, and kept going. Fear was not a new feeling, and this was the kind that meant she cared about the outcome, not the kind that meant she should stop.
A shadow crossed the entrance. One of her tribeswomen stood there, a woman a few years older who had walked part of the journey with her. Her brow was folded with worry. She made a simple gesture with one hand: Are you sure?
Wenh answered with the same simple clarity: I am.
The woman stepped inside long enough to give her a hard, brief embrace. Then she left without more argument. They had known each other since childhood. A shared history let that small exchange hold everything it needed to hold—concern, respect, and the understanding that Wenh walked into heavy things on purpose.
When the tea was finished, she sat and watched the surface settle. Thin, oily streaks moved slowly with the light when she tilted the vessel, proof that the fats in the mushrooms had moved into the water. The smell was sharp and layered. Familiar now, but never friendly.
Three days earlier she had not planned to offer this to anyone. It had been her own experiment, meant to be taken alone, in a safe place, with no one else at risk. But the first time she drank it, something had opened in a way she could not ignore. Since then she had checked what she saw against sober reality. The patterns held. They repeated. They helped. The tribe needed them, which meant the tea could not stay private.
She lifted the vessel and took one small taste, just enough to be sure the batch was correct and to remind her body what kind of road it was about to walk. Then she sealed the mouth of the skin and rose to go.
The sun leaned down toward the cliff rim as she walked toward the cave. Shadows stretched and cooled the open ground. Voices quieted as people realized what time it was.
The mouth of the main cave opened in the cliff like a steady breath. Inside, the air ran cooler and still. The far wall was a record of lives. Marks of many kinds covered the rock—lines, circles, spirals, branching shapes, dots in ordered rows, animals reduced to simple forms. Some marks were sharp and recent. Others had faded to ghosts, their edges smoothed by time, smoke, and touch.
Each symbol stood for something someone had learned and then proved in front of witnesses. Most represented patterns rather than single events: how certain clouds meant certain weather, how particular bird calls preceded the movement of predators, how an illness progressed and which plants slowed or reversed it. This wall was the memory of the gathering, the closest thing they had to writing—knowledge stored outside the body but still tied to living people who knew how to read it.
The drums began, slow and steady, carrying a rhythm like a walking heartbeat. Three-hole flutes joined, their tone thin and clear, riding lightly above the drums. The music was not for entertainment. It told everyone present that they were stepping out of ordinary time and into ritual time, where attention was not a casual act but a shared duty.
The people formed a half-circle facing the wall. Elders sat closest to the rock, then adults, then older children, with the youngest scattered in safe gaps where parents could reach them quickly. Wenh stood just behind the elders until the priest lifted his staff and struck it three times on the packed earth.
The cave game is beginning. Those who claim patterns will speak. Those who witness will listen and judge.
He spoke in the sounds of his people, but she did not need to parse each word. The meaning lay in structure they all knew: a pattern-seer must tell three stories, each different on the surface but sharing the same inner shape. Each story must be something the teller has lived, not merely heard about. Witnesses must be able to stand and say, “I saw this too,” or, “I knew the people in this telling.” If no one could do that, the pattern did not go on the wall.
The priest reminded them of this in his own phrases, then added something they all also knew, but which he spoke aloud whenever a cave game began: pattern-keeping required more than cleverness. It required balance between four traits—giving freely, recognizing limits, caring for others, and seeing beyond the present moment. If any of these grew too strong or too weak, the pattern might help briefly but harm in the long run.
When he finished, he turned to her and made a small motion with his staff. “Come,” the gesture said. “You have asked for this. It is your turn to stand in front of the wall.”
Wenh stepped forward to the storyteller’s stone, a flat rock set slightly apart from the rest of the ground. The drums quieted but did not stop. The flutes softened. The gathered people waited.
The tea she had tasted earlier was beginning to work in the background of her body. It did not bring bright visions or new worlds dropping from the sky. Instead it loosened the tight filters that normally kept most sensations and connections out of conscious reach. Under its guidance, she could see patterns that were always there but usually stayed unnoticed—a certain bird’s call just before a change in weather, a shared curve between a horn and a river bend, the emotional rhythm that repeated between different parts of her own life.
She laid her palm on the wall and let her fingers move across several glyphs until she found the one that matched what she had discovered in herself: a small spiral opening outward, three arcs rising in sequence, and a final mark that hinted at breath held at the top of an inhale. Curiosity. Discovery. Awe. Three movements of one inner story.
She traced the glyph slowly. As she did, the musicians shifted with her. The drummers tightened their pattern into a simple three-beat phrase. The flutes followed with a rising figure that repeated, climbing a little higher each time before dropping back down. It felt like walking toward something unknown, seeing it clearly for the first time, and then standing in front of it with no words ready.
Wenh closed her eyes and began to speak—not in full words, but in the tones and shaped breaths her people used when meaning needed to land beyond vocabulary. The sounds rose and fell with the drum. Hands and arms carried gesture-language alongside her voice to anchor the story in shared reference points. The crowd leaned forward as the first story took shape.
First story: sky dark at midday, a burning stone, and an eight-year-old girl who ran toward it.
She was eight when the sky changed in a way that broke every rule she knew. That morning she had been playing in the woods with two others: a boy from her camp who could climb any tree he touched, and her younger sister, who laughed often and loudly with a sound like water over small rocks. The day had started like any other. The sun had been high and strong, the shadows clean and short.
Then the light dimmed, for no reason they could see. It did not feel like a cloud passing. It felt like the world itself pulling a blanket over its head. Birdsong that had been constant all morning stopped mid-phrase. A deer in a nearby clearing froze with its head up and ears forward. The forest felt as if it were holding breath.
The boy grabbed her arm and pointed at the sky. The sun, which should have been a solid circle, now carried a dark bite at one edge. The bite widened. The circle thinned to a ring. Day drifted toward night while the sun was still high. Her sister began to cry—not because she understood what was happening, but because everything around her had shifted into something that felt wrong inside the bones.
Any sensible person might have run back to camp. The boy urged just that, pulling at Wenh’s sleeve. But curiosity struck harder than fear. She pushed his hand away, told him to take her sister home, and turned her steps toward the deeper forest. If the sky was changing, she wanted to know more than what it felt like from the safety of camp.
As the light dimmed to an eerie circle of fire around the dark disk of the moon, a new sound cut through the stillness—a long shriek, rising and falling, not from any throat she recognized. She looked up in time to see a bright streak cut across the half-night sky. It burned green-white and fast. A breath later, the ground shook with impact somewhere ahead, beyond the line of trees.
She ran toward it. Branches slapped at her arms and shoulders. The tremor had passed, but the smell of burnt earth reached her before the sight of the crater. When she reached the clearing, a circle of trees stood broken and bent. Soil had been thrown aside in a rough ring. Smoke rose from the torn ground. Small stones lay scattered around a central pit, some still too hot to touch.
Most of the fallen fragments were dull and gray. But one piece near the center drew her eye. It was smoother and more glasslike than the others, and it glowed faintly green even in the dim eclipse light. She used a stick to roll it closer, then waited until the heat lessened enough to touch. When at last she picked it up, warmth still sat inside it, but it did not burn. It pulsed gently in her palm like a living ember.
Her friend arrived at the edge of the clearing, panting, her sister clinging to his side. He found his own stone among the debris—ordinary meteor rock, heavy and gray. They compared them: his rough, hers glassy and green. He held his up toward the thin ring of sun and saw only a dark lump. Wenh held hers, and the remaining light came through the stone, casting a green tint across her fingers and face. In that moment, awe landed in her like a weight. A thing from the sky now lay against her skin.
When they reached camp, the eclipse had already begun to ease. The ring of fire around the dark circle thinned and finally broke. Full daylight returned in stages. People spoke of bad omens, of spirits eating the sun and spitting it back out. Wenh listened, but while others told stories around the event, she had a fragment of it hanging from her neck. She never stopped touching it in the days that followed, as if confirming that the impossible had really happened.
Curiosity had pulled her toward the wrongness in the sky. Discovery had met her at the crater. Awe had taken root when green light passed through stone and touched her skin. That was the first time she lived that three-step pattern clearly enough to name it.
Second story: a wounded predator, a handful of herbs, and the thin border between death and change.
Years later, as a young teenager, she had gone out with a small group of peers to follow deer sign near a rocky slope. They moved carefully, eyes on the ground and the middle distance. A sudden, low growl froze all of them in place. It was not the long call of a wolf or the bark of a fox. It was shorter, rougher, and mixed with a note she recognized from treating infected wounds: pain.
Through a gap in the rocks they saw it: a large cat, half-lying, half-propped on one forelimb. Its head was swollen on one side. When it opened its mouth to growl again, Wenh saw the problem. One of its long front teeth had broken and splintered, tearing gum and cheek. The flesh around the break had swollen tight and hot-looking, distorting the whole face.
The other youths did what anyone raised on caution would do. They ran. One of them tugged at Wenh’s sleeve, trying to drag her with him. She pulled free and stayed behind the rocks, watching. The instinct to flee was strong, but another force held her—a need to understand what exactly was wrong and whether it could be changed.
Over the next days, she returned alone. The cat remained in the same territory, moving only as much as it had to in order to drink from a nearby trickle and snap at careless animals that drew too close. Each day it seemed weaker. When she left bits of meat at the edge of its reach, it ate. When she set a small water skin down and then moved back, it accepted that as well. Fear did not vanish, but a pattern of exchange formed between them: she brought what made survival a little more likely; it chose not to lunge at the small figure on the edge of its pain.
One visit, she brought herbs meant to clean wounds and quiet infection. The swelling around the broken tooth had grown worse. The skin bulged and shone in the light. She realized that if the shard stayed where it was, the cat would die slowly, unable to eat properly, the infection spreading deeper. If she tried to remove it, it might kill her in a heartbeat. There was not a safe option. There was only a choice about which risk to take.
She stepped into the open and approached in a straight, visible line so the animal could see every move. When it growled, she stopped. When it quieted, she moved again. At last she stood close enough to see the crack in the tooth clearly. The smell of infected flesh pressed against the back of her throat. Her hands shook, more from the intensity of the moment than from any doubt about what she had to try.
She reached out slowly and placed her fingers around the broken piece. The cat’s lips pulled back. Its eyes narrowed. Its breath washed hot over her knuckles. For an instant, everything held: her breath, its breath, the air around them. Then she pulled. The shard came free with a burst of blood and a roar that shuddered through her chest. The cat reared and shook its head. Wenh stumbled backward and dropped the tooth, fully expecting claws to follow.
No claws came. The cat paced, shook its head again, then sank back to the ground, panting. The amount of blood was serious but not fatal. She edged forward, heart pounding, and packed the wound with the herbs and softened resin she had brought. The cat allowed it. The trust was not friendly, but it was real enough to hold for those few critical minutes.
Over the next days she returned to check the healing. The swelling went down. The smell of rot faded. The cat’s eyes cleared. Eventually it moved with more strength. One day it met her gaze for a long breath, then turned and walked slowly away, leaving the slope for good. On the ground where it had been lying, she found a small, naturally shed tooth from a younger season and kept it as a token, adding it to her medicine pouch.
Again, the pattern: curiosity about a threat that others fled, discovery of what lay under the surface, and awe at the fact that she had shared a narrow space with a creature that could have killed her, and both of them had walked away.
Third story: a tea, a vision, and a decision that would not stay small.
Only weeks before this gathering, she had attended another person’s cave game as a witness. She had stood near the back, pressed among others, as an older hunter traced his own glyphs and told three stories about storms, failed tracks, and a final, successful kill that had fed an entire winter. As he spoke, Wenh felt a familiar tug—the sense that she was hearing a pattern she had already lived in a different form. Something in her chest answered each beat of his stories with its own quiet echo.
After the ritual, she walked with the elder medicine woman who had been teaching her. They stepped away from the campfires and followed a narrow path toward a grove where the most dangerous plants grew. The older woman showed her a cluster of heavy-capped mushrooms that pushed up from the soil near an animal den. Their color and smell marked them as the kind that could undo a life quickly if handled without respect. She named them in the language of their people and added a softer, older name as well—the predator mushrooms.
“These are for deep questions,” she had told Wenh. “Not for pain, not for boredom, not for play. A piece no larger than your smallest fingernail. Less, if you are not sure. Once you swallow them, you do not control what they show you. You only control whether you take them at all.”
Wenh listened and heard both warning and invitation. Soon after, she prepared a small dose for herself in private. She chose a place where no one else would stumble across her if the tea took her into strange behavior, and where she would not harm anyone if she made mistakes. She drank and waited.
Under its influence, the world did not melt or twist. Instead, the links between her past moments brightened. Three memories rose at once: the eclipse and falling stone, the wounded predator on the rocks, and the current path she was walking as a healer. They lined up beside each other like tracks laid end to end. She saw clearly how each began with curiosity, passed through a phase of practical discovery, and ended in a kind of stunned, wordless understanding that changed how she walked afterward. The pattern was not a simple idea. It was the shape of how she met the world when she was most fully herself.
When the tea wore off, she spent days testing what she had seen. Did the pattern hold under plain daylight? Had she been tricked into thinking connections were real when they were not? The more she examined, the more she found small details lining up in support. It was not just her own three stories. She saw the same shape in the growth of certain children, in the way a young hunter took advice, in how a patient moved from denial to acceptance when given the right information at the right pace.
Some truths, she decided, could not be handed over in simple words. They had to be lived from the inside. She could stand by the fire and describe pattern recognition for hours, but the explanations would slide off most listeners. Or she could guide them through an experience that let them feel the pattern inside their own memory and body. The predator mushrooms, used carefully, could shift the filters just enough for that to happen.
That was when she chose to ask for the cave game and to bring enough tea for others, not just for herself. It was an unusual step. It might be called foolish. But the pattern she had seen was too important to carry alone.
Now, in the cool air of the cave, Wenh finished the third story and fell silent. The drums echoed against the stone in a gentle pulse. The flutes had gone quiet. The crowd watched her. She could feel their thought as a pressure more than hear it in any single mutter.
The elder priest stood and walked toward her. His joints were stiff but steady. He considered her face first, then the moldavite at her neck, then the tooth in her pouch when she lifted it for him to see. Finally, he turned to the gathered people and raised his staff slightly, inviting them to speak in whatever way felt right.
Her childhood friend rose from the crowd. In his hand he held the dull gray fragment he had taken from the meteor crater years ago. He raised it briefly, then pointed to the green stone at Wenh’s chest and added a short explanation in the words of their shared tongue. He had been there. He had seen her pick up the glowing piece while he took the ordinary one. His tone carried no envy now, only honest confirmation.
Another figure stood—a young man from the hunting group who had fled the wounded cat in their shared past. He nodded toward Wenh and spoke about the day she had approached the predator instead of running. His hands sketched out the slope, the animal’s size, and her thin figure at its side. His voice held the same uneasy respect it had carried since that day. He had not understood why she stayed then. He still did not fully understand now, but he knew she had spoken true.
The elder medicine woman rose last. Her steps toward the front were slow but sure. She placed a hand briefly on Wenh’s shoulder—a gesture heavy with meaning—then faced the others. She acknowledged that she had taught Wenh about the predator mushrooms, warned her about their dangers, and seen her treat them with care. Her words made clear that she did not grant approval lightly, and she did not doubt Wenh’s account of what the tea had shown her.
The priest listened to each witness, then bowed his head for a long moment. When he lifted it again, his eyes rested on the glyph Wenh had traced earlier. He stepped aside from the wall and motioned her forward with the stone tool used for carving. The gesture was simple and final.
The pattern stands. Mark it.
Wenh stepped closer to the cave wall. The rock felt cool through the thin callus of her fingertips. She found an open space near the existing spirals and, with careful strokes, added a small new mark—her own tally, tied to the larger symbol. It did not declare ownership. It simply recorded that this particular pattern had been lived, spoken, and accepted under witness at this place and time.
Normally, this would have been the end. A teller would mark the wall, the people would drift back to their fires, and the pattern would live on as a combination of carved lines and shared memory. But Wenh had brought something more than three stories and a stone tool. She still held the vessel of tea.
She turned to face the priest and the crowd. Lifting the skin container so all could see, she made a short, clear motion with her arms: invitation. She was not asking them to trust her stories. She was asking them to drink and see their own.
A ripple of unease moved through the cave. The mushroom tea belonged to healers and a few others who knew how to hold its effects. It had never been part of the cave game. This was a new step, without precedent. The priest’s gaze sharpened. For a long breath he looked at her, then at the people, then at the wall loaded with years of earlier decisions. At last he reached out his hand.
She poured a small portion into a carved wooden cup and gave it to him. He drank without flinching. Then she moved through the gathered people, offering the tea in small amounts to those who chose to accept. Some refused, shaking their heads or covering their cups. Others held out their hands, curiosity outweighing fear. She gave each only a careful sip’s worth. The aim was not to send anyone wandering into worlds they could not return from; it was to tilt the lens just enough that patterns already present could show themselves more clearly.
When everyone willing had drunk, the music returned—soft at first, guiding breathing more than commanding attention. The cave grew very quiet otherwise. People sat on stone or packed earth, backs against the wall, eyes partly closed or fixed on the faint marks in front of them. The fire at the entrance cast a slow, steady light that touched some glyphs and left others in shadow, making them appear and disappear as if breathing.
Wenh watched faces as the medicine settled in. She did not need anyone to speak to know when it began to work. Brows unclenched. Some shoulders dropped as people exited their usual guarded stance. Others sat straighter as memory rose close to the surface. A few reached up, almost without noticing, to touch marks on the wall that matched things they had lived but never fully named. Curiosity, discovery, awe—each person finding their own set of stories that fit that shape.
The elder priest sat very still, eyes open. At one point, a faint change crossed his face—something halfway between pain and relief, as if a old question had finally been answered by something he already knew but had not looked at directly. When his gaze met Wenh’s across the dim space, it no longer held skepticism. It held recognition. She had not just spoken a pattern. She had built a simple tool that helped others see their own patterns more clearly.
Eventually, the music eased and the night grew late. People moved slowly back toward their campfires, stepped more carefully around each other, and spoke in quieter tones. Some paused at the wall on their way out, fingers trailing over symbols that now meant a little more than they had the night before.
Wenh stayed near the main fire after most others had gone. The fuel had burned down to a bed of coals, orange and steady. Her body was tired but not empty. The moldavite at her neck felt pleasantly warm from the day’s contact with sun, skin, and firelight. The predator’s tooth in her pouch rested against her hip, a small, solid weight that reminded her of the narrow space she had once shared with claws and teeth and a decision to trust.
She stared into the coals and let her thoughts move slowly. Curiosity, discovery, awe—the pattern she had traced on the cave wall was not just a way to organize the past. It was a way to decide how to meet what came next. She could feel other patterns already stirring at the edges of her attention, waiting for the right questions, the right risks. Her work, she knew now, was to help others see such shapes clearly enough to choose how to live inside them.
A soft voice came from the darkness just beyond the light’s reach. “That was well done.” The words were accented in a slightly different way from her own, but close enough to follow easily. When she looked up, she saw a boy on the edge of becoming a man—maybe thirteen or fourteen—standing with his hands at his sides, not quite sure if he was welcome nearer the fire.
Wenh gestured to the ground across from her. He sat, leaving a respectful half-body length between them, close enough for shared warmth, far enough to show he did not assume closeness. In the firelight, she recognized his face from earlier in the day. He had been watching her very carefully as she stood before the wall. The intensity in his gaze had stood out even among a crowd full of strong reactions.
“You saw something,” she said. It came out more as a statement than a question.
He nodded and looked briefly away, as if embarrassed by the size of what he carried. “Goats,” he said after a moment. “I think like them, sometimes. Or I try. My brother says it’s foolish. But when I watch them, I can tell what they will do before they do it. I know which way they’ll run if startled, which ledges they’ll trust, which plants they will avoid even if they are hungry.” He shrugged. “It feels like a pattern, but I don’t know how to explain it to anyone without sounding broken.”
Wenh smiled, a sharp, genuine expression that did not bother to soften itself into politeness. “Of course it’s a pattern,” she said. “And of course they think you’re odd. They think I’m odd as well. It’s easier to call someone strange than to follow them all the way into what they see.”
He looked at her in open relief, like someone who had been holding a heavy stone alone and had just discovered another hand gripping the same weight. “Do you really understand?” he asked.
“I understand enough to know this,” she replied. “If the goats are speaking to you in their own way, and you are listening, then the world is teaching you something the rest of us will need. It may take time to find the right shape to bring it to the wall, but you will. When you do, stand where I stood and tell your stories. I will be here to listen if I can still walk. And if I can’t, someone I’ve taught will stand in my place.”
He sat with that for a while, eyes on the coals. Then he nodded once, as if confirming an agreement made silently and firmly. Without another word, he rose and slipped back into the dark between shelters, heading toward whatever sleeping place his people had claimed for the season.
Wenh stayed where she was until the night deepened and the fire dropped to a low glow. Above her, stars moved slowly along paths others had been tracking long before she was born. The moldavite at her throat felt like a tiny piece of that sky returned to earth. Her three stories now lived on the cave wall and in the minds of those who had listened and drunk the tea. The pattern they carried would repeat in other lives in other forms, moving through different people and problems but keeping the same inner shape.
She touched the stone once more, then let her hand fall. The future would bring its own questions and its own demands. But one thing was already clear: her life’s work had begun, and it would revolve around this simple sequence—curiosity opening the door, discovery stepping through it, awe standing still long enough to let what was found sink in.
She would spend the rest of her life teaching others to see it.
Starting now.